Under close examination of why I feel at times like I'm losing my mind, and ability to balance my emotional state....here is the first ever ALEX ANSARY 5:03AM astrology report:
First of all, as much as I've always disliked hearing people blaming unpleasant circumstances in their lives on Mercury Retrograde, I must say that the timing of it is well...very timely indeed. The current cycle at time of writing takes place between Dec 25th 2009 and Jan 16th 2009.
Here's a basic description of Mercury Retrograde:
In 2009, Mercury retrogrades four times, starting the retrograde in air signs then going back into earth signs. The change in mental attitudes, information and perceptions are going to go back to review the earth aspects, which means that we will be changing and adjusting our thinking and re-organizing an important area of our life. Because 2009 is universally an ELEVEN / TWO year (in numerology), this Mercury retrograde process becomes important in the major adjustments as we move into relationships and shifting our journey with others coming and others going. Partnerships in different areas of our lives become the theme and the area of adjustments all the way through 2009. Important to our new journey are those that share a common path, we can walk along the road together toward specific goals, accomplishments and purpose. Mercury retrograde provides the opportunity to adjust our thoughts, attitudes and communications about our direction.
Relationships can be very strange and complicated. I've heard of lots of breakups recently and I personally feel like breaking up with the world and all it's people, getting on my spaceship and going back to wherever this soul originated from.
What this website has to say about VENUS is interesting:
"The planet Venus is the ruler of love on Earth. When Venus changes signs in the zodiac, the rules in the game of love change as well. After a few weeks in passionate Scorpio, Venus is moving into Sagittarius. This is a sign of adventure, optimism and breaking free of commitments. Knowing where this planet is can allow you to plan ahead on what to wear and how to behave when you are out and about. When you work with Venus energy, attracting the right partner is made so much easier. When you understand that your place in the universe is determined by your zodiac sign, you can benefit from timing your outfits and attitude to coincide with the location of Venus in the heavens."
This time frame is between Dec 1 and Dec 25.
In my most recent experience with the opposite sex, the passion and mutual attraction was higher early in the month in a variety of ways, now I feel this energy coming in that's hindering that close connection and I wouldn't be surprised if it's all over. I also find that I'm having trouble communicating my thoughts fully. This is larger than romance of course. Its really about ALL relationships, communications, and connections with others in our lives....
Ok - Now let's dry those tears and lets move on to:
SATURN AND PLUTO
That peaked on the 16th of Dec so we must be feeling some of the aftershocks.
Here's the description from this website:
Saturn will enter Libra at the end of this month and will form a square to Pluto that will closely align in early November, just in time to see this frightening movie about the end of all civilizations on earth which is being released on November 13. Coincidentally, the exact square from Saturn to Pluto peaks on the 15th.When the Lord of Karma (Saturn) and and the Lord of Death (Pluto) collide t can shake people up. The last time they met was between August and November of 2001 and you might remember the events that occurred then. Certainly there was change and fear ruled the land. Their previous meeting in 1973 and 1974 was less eventful, but the opening square of Saturn to Pluto in 1982 resulted in widespread economic recession, and the opposition of Saturn to Pluto in 2005 which included Uranus was also quite powerful and created some major changes.
Additional shift I am experiencing and possibly some of you as well:
If you are between 28-30 OR 57-59 OR 86-88, you ALREADY have your plate full because you are going through SATURN RETURN.
Discover what that is by clicking here.
LAST BUT NOT LEAST!
Last week a huge sun spot took place that is seven times the size of Earth!
Read about the "1035" sun spot here. The article claims a stream of energy burst toward earth.
Any idea how this can affect our planet and our moods?
In my Feb 25, 2009 article on sunspots that made it to Nexus Magazine, I detail possible effects of the sun here.
There is more information to be found here and here. (NOTE: We are currently in solar minimum. Activity is expected to peak between 2012 and 2013. NASA claims this next cycle will be 30-50 times greater than the last cycle.)
From the article linked above:
. Historically, research has been conducted to link the 11 year cycle of the sun to changes in human behavior and society. The most famous research had been done by professor A.L. Tchijevsky, a Russian scientist, who presented a paper to the American Meteorological Society at Philadelphia in the late 19th century. He prepared a study of the history of mass human movement compared to the solar cycle, beginning with the division of the Solar cycle into four parts: 1) Minimum sunspot activity; 2) increasing sunspot activity; 3) maximum sunspot activity; 4) Decreasing sunspot activity. He then divided up the agitation of mass human movements into five phases:
1) provoking influence of leaders upon masses
2) the “exciting” effect of emphasized ideas upon the masses
3) the velocity of incitability due to the presence of a single psychic center
4) the extensive areas covered by mass movements
5) Integration and individualization of the masses
By these comparisons he constructed an “Index of Mass Human Excitability” covering each year from 500 B.C. to 1922 A.D. He investigated the histories of 72 countries in that period, noting signs of human unrest such as wars, revolutions, riots, expeditions and migrations, plus the number of humans involved. Tchijevsky found that fully 80% of the most significant events occurred during the years of maximum sunspot activity. He maintained that the “exciting” period may be explained by an acute change in the nervous and psychic character of humanity, which takes place at sunspot maximum.
Tchijevsky discovered that the solar minimum is the lag period when repression is tolerated by the masses, as if they lacked the vital energy to make the needed changes. He found that during the sunspot maximum, the movement of humans is also at its peak.
That is all I have for now. All this is happening as the New World Order merchants of death are dangling a knife over our country and the future is highly uncertain which is straining our emotions greatly, more so for people like myself that are extra sensitive. Things for me are very challenging these days on a emotional/social/spiritual/psychological level. However, I'm aware that the reality I'm living in is not actually in hell, at times only the perception of it. So obviously the route I've chosen to take is to look closer for answers as to why I feel the way I do.
There is something going on affecting us all.
Stay strong and powerful friends. Knowledge is power. But wisdom is sweeter and even more attractive now.