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Friday, December 25, 2009

What Happens Above Still Affects our Lives Below

Under close examination of why I feel at times like I'm losing my mind, and ability to balance my emotional state....here is the first ever ALEX ANSARY 5:03AM astrology report:

First of all, as much as I've always disliked hearing people blaming unpleasant circumstances in their lives on Mercury Retrograde, I must say that the timing of it is well...very timely indeed. The current cycle at time of writing takes place between Dec 25th 2009 and Jan 16th 2009.

Here's a basic description of Mercury Retrograde:

In 2009, Mercury retrogrades four times, starting the retrograde in air signs then going back into earth signs. The change in mental attitudes, information and perceptions are going to go back to review the earth aspects, which means that we will be changing and adjusting our thinking and re-organizing an important area of our life. Because 2009 is universally an ELEVEN / TWO year (in numerology), this Mercury retrograde process becomes important in the major adjustments as we move into relationships and shifting our journey with others coming and others going. Partnerships in different areas of our lives become the theme and the area of adjustments all the way through 2009. Important to our new journey are those that share a common path, we can walk along the road together toward specific goals, accomplishments and purpose. Mercury retrograde provides the opportunity to adjust our thoughts, attitudes and communications about our direction.

Relationships can be very strange and complicated. I've heard of lots of breakups recently and I personally feel like breaking up with the world and all it's people, getting on my spaceship and going back to wherever this soul originated from.

What this website has to say about VENUS is interesting:

It reads:

"The planet Venus is the ruler of love on Earth. When Venus changes signs in the zodiac, the rules in the game of love change as well. After a few weeks in passionate Scorpio, Venus is moving into Sagittarius. This is a sign of adventure, optimism and breaking free of commitments. Knowing where this planet is can allow you to plan ahead on what to wear and how to behave when you are out and about. When you work with Venus energy, attracting the right partner is made so much easier. When you understand that your place in the universe is determined by your zodiac sign, you can benefit from timing your outfits and attitude to coincide with the location of Venus in the heavens."

This time frame is between Dec 1 and Dec 25.

In my most recent experience with the opposite sex, the passion and mutual attraction was higher early in the month in a variety of ways, now I feel this energy coming in that's hindering that close connection and I wouldn't be surprised if it's all over. I also find that I'm having trouble communicating my thoughts fully. This is larger than romance of course. Its really about ALL relationships, communications, and connections with others in our lives....

Ok - Now let's dry those tears and lets move on to:


That peaked on the 16th of Dec so we must be feeling some of the aftershocks.

Here's the description from this website:

Saturn will enter Libra at the end of this month and will form a square to Pluto that will closely align in early November, just in time to see this frightening movie about the end of all civilizations on earth which is being released on November 13. Coincidentally, the exact square from Saturn to Pluto peaks on the 15th.When the Lord of Karma (Saturn) and and the Lord of Death (Pluto) collide t can shake people up. The last time they met was between August and November of 2001 and you might remember the events that occurred then. Certainly there was change and fear ruled the land. Their previous meeting in 1973 and 1974 was less eventful, but the opening square of Saturn to Pluto in 1982 resulted in widespread economic recession, and the opposition of Saturn to Pluto in 2005 which included Uranus was also quite powerful and created some major changes.

Additional shift I am experiencing and possibly some of you as well:

If you are between 28-30 OR 57-59 OR 86-88, you ALREADY have your plate full because you are going through SATURN RETURN.

Discover what that is by clicking here.


Last week a huge sun spot took place that is seven times the size of Earth!

Read about the "1035" sun spot here. The article claims a stream of energy burst toward earth.

Any idea how this can affect our planet and our moods?

In my Feb 25, 2009 article on sunspots that made it to Nexus Magazine, I detail possible effects of the sun here.

There is more information to be found here and here. (NOTE: We are currently in solar minimum. Activity is expected to peak between 2012 and 2013. NASA claims this next cycle will be 30-50 times greater than the last cycle.)

From the article linked above:

. Historically, research has been conducted to link the 11 year cycle of the sun to changes in human behavior and society. The most famous research had been done by professor A.L. Tchijevsky, a Russian scientist, who presented a paper to the American Meteorological Society at Philadelphia in the late 19th century. He prepared a study of the history of mass human movement compared to the solar cycle, beginning with the division of the Solar cycle into four parts: 1) Minimum sunspot activity; 2) increasing sunspot activity; 3) maximum sunspot activity; 4) Decreasing sunspot activity. He then divided up the agitation of mass human movements into five phases:

1) provoking influence of leaders upon masses

2) the “exciting” effect of emphasized ideas upon the masses

3) the velocity of incitability due to the presence of a single psychic center

4) the extensive areas covered by mass movements

5) Integration and individualization of the masses

By these comparisons he constructed an “Index of Mass Human Excitability” covering each year from 500 B.C. to 1922 A.D. He investigated the histories of 72 countries in that period, noting signs of human unrest such as wars, revolutions, riots, expeditions and migrations, plus the number of humans involved. Tchijevsky found that fully 80% of the most significant events occurred during the years of maximum sunspot activity. He maintained that the “exciting” period may be explained by an acute change in the nervous and psychic character of humanity, which takes place at sunspot maximum.

Tchijevsky discovered that the solar minimum is the lag period when repression is tolerated by the masses, as if they lacked the vital energy to make the needed changes. He found that during the sunspot maximum, the movement of humans is also at its peak.

That is all I have for now. All this is happening as the New World Order merchants of death are dangling a knife over our country and the future is highly uncertain which is straining our emotions greatly, more so for people like myself that are extra sensitive. Things for me are very challenging these days on a emotional/social/spiritual/psychological level. However, I'm aware that the reality I'm living in is not actually in hell, at times only the perception of it. So obviously the route I've chosen to take is to look closer for answers as to why I feel the way I do.

There is something going on affecting us all.

Stay strong and powerful friends. Knowledge is power. But wisdom is sweeter and even more attractive now.



Cabz said...

I'm not so sure why you place so much faith in this hocus-pocus astrology hog-wash. If there was something to planetary alignment, then something should have happened back in 1983 (when all planets were in the same quadrant - something that happens every couple hundred years).

The moon moves in an ellipse, and thus exerts a gravitational force ~25% greater every 14 days. The gravitational force of all other planets is at most 0.01% (e.g. Jupiter) of the force the moon has on the Earth, thus completely insignificant to this 14 day cycle of turbulence...

Sure, Einstein's theory of relativity has explained wobbles in Mercury's orbit, but really, it's all based on the same gravity concepts (mass and distance).

There are much better things to worry about, than retrograde motion of some planet in some constellation related to some horoscope. I'm almost certain you know better, Alex.

muzuzuzus said...

To 'lose one's mind'

Surely this must mean a rather good thing? it can do. I think in essence it is the ecstasy one can have in authentic sacred ritual where the old 'mind' which is 'you' 'dies' and a new expanded sense of you emergese, or is 'reborn', and along with this rebirth the whole of nature is reborn also. This is because you and nature and the universe are ultimately interrelated. So how you feel is also how you feel about the all, and this feeling is reflected back

I personally am feeling always on a journey of changes. How I felt last Christmas, or Solstice, or today is very differerent to how I feel now. Same can be said of last week to now

This can upset some people. I had a close online contact who is very into a form of anarcho primitivism, and is very dedicated. I was also exploring that, but I will not ever be pinned down and found myself inspired after watching a video titled 'Ananda Bosman Hadronic Mechanics & Entheogens.

What this inspiration did was liberate me from seeing faults in stuff i was researching. It is hard to explain, but I had gone through a long phase of critiquing stuff i looked at so much so I was closing my mind to it and its interconnection with other stuff

Now, regarding conspiracy theory--or whatever you want to call it. IF say you see doom all round then that negativity will simultaneously affect your very feelings.

I have seen this with the anarcho primitivists. Many of them would claim to have no contact nor even much interest with regular cons. theory, yet they behave the same. They will claim, for example, that the state of the world/nature is even worse than even THEY know, and quote one of their prophets, Derrick Jensen saying the same. So for them the only answer is people turning their backs on civilization and technology and returning to a hunter-gatherer type of life.

Compare with the CT crowd who see that only by turnign backs on the power elites can we gain the righteous civilization we need BEFORE IT's TOO LATE!!!

So it seems to me that with these hopes there exists this contradiction between the way things ARE and the way things SHOULD BE.

So is the feeling of 'losing my mind' the unacknowledged sense of this contradiction? Ie., hoping for something that cannot be.

So what am i suggesting? Do nothing? Of course not. But NOT to --in the process- beome so full of angst that we lose our sacred sense of reality--that things right NOW are as good as they can be.

This is the mystical vision, and people that have NDEs etc report this. It is the sense that all is well, but with the paradox that one must be aware of how our even littlest actions may effect others, and that love is central.

The problem with trying to 'put things right' otherwise is that the fear that comes from analysing the seeming relentlessly accumulating problems provokes fear, and fear annuls love.

Cabz said...

LOL who is this last guy? I assume English isn't his native (e.g. you, Alex?) language...

He was spot-on, every point, except one (OK I'll tell you here...)

He made some claim about "indio"-justification, in the form of some higher deity/type. Simply not unanimous w/ this absurdity/claim!

Lorian Gray said...


Do not judge things you do not know about.

The previous poster referenced people who have had NDE, a near-death experience. If you had had one you would be much nicer.

The general consensus of people who have died and come back to talk about it is that love is fundamental.

It is true that every little thing we do, think, feel, our deepest intentions changes everything in ways we can not forsee. Whatever happens, happens, we can't prevent tragedy. But, we can prepare. And failing that, we can live such that we are ready to die at any time, knowing that we did the best we could and that we tried to do the right thing most of the time, and that we did more positive than negative.

Hopefully we can live in such a way that we resolve peacefully our differences with others, say how much you love the ones you love, tip the waitress, smile at the homeless, heal your pain, mourn your losses, create something unique, and do something that dignifies your human existence.

If we all did that the earth would be healthier and its people happier.

Again, love is the most important thing. On a fear based planet hell bent on power and control, love is a radical act.